Please! I have a job interview tomorrow at a nursery (plants, not babies) to do receptionist/some sales on a hourly plus commission(if I make any sales, but the hourly is a given)......my restaurant gig is sapping my will to live, and if I can get this, it will make me be able to tell them to take a flying fuck at a rolling doughnut the next time they piss me off.....I usually run 3-4 jobs (right now, im doing the restaurant gig tu-wed-th and doing massage ( the best 10 grand i ever spent going to school, but unfortunately its the FIRST thing marked off peoples' budget when times get tough) and festival work and housecleaning on fri-mon) because I can't stand to be in one place for eight hours a day lol. Money doesn't mean a lot to me, I basically just need enough to keep the bills goin, so with my sort-of jobs (massage, fest stuff and jewelry (oh yeah, I make and sell jewelry) I do plenty to make my bills etc, BUT all of those are such transient jobs: ie: the universe can and has conspired against me at many points in the past to where combining all three of those i may not make any money for a week or two, that I HAVE to have a "real job" ie: my restaurant gig, which makes me STABBY STABBY STABBY... which, I'm sad to say, I will probly have to keep for a while even if I get the nursery gig, just because I don't feel comfortable unless I have at least two month's bills set aside ( dang ole responsibles!!!!) BUT.......it will give me the legroom to be able to tell them to fuck right off (fuck off, Mr. Lahey!!!!) if things become unbearable, and that pleases me (but honestly will probably just make me wind up eating more shit because in my secret heart of hearts I KNOW I can bail, which sometimes is enough). So, any rate, any good thoughts, good vibes, good wishes, finger and/or toe crossin's, rabbit's foot rubbin's, found a penny wishes, falling star wishes, rainbows and unicorns you can send my way around 3pm tomorrow would be GREATLY appreciated!
ps...I just want to acknowledge my abuse of the parenthetical enclosure above...I'm sorry.
pps....I hope the nursery guy doesn't find out that I'm a plant killer.....seriously, I can't even keep aloe alive, and aloe is HARD to kill