Topic: Selling My Soul to The Org. (Read 5194 times)

roadtriprob · « **Reply #75 on:** Dec 10, 2005, 03:27 PM »

Only with meds ....DUH!

Maddoggystyle · « **Reply #76 on:** Dec 10, 2005, 04:46 PM »

pass them over

budgirl33 · « **Reply #77 on:** Dec 10, 2005, 05:31 PM »

It blows my mind how many people are now suffering from depression and other disorders. People who look like there lives are perfect are suffering and most don't know it. I myself suffered from depression for a long time, and I also had panic attacks for 5 years. I look back and its 5 years that I lost with my kids, but I tried my best to make them up again. Finally I found out the root of the problem and learnt how to deal with it, and I can honestly say now its the best I have felt in my life. I really hope those of you that are suffering find peace.

roadtriprob · « **Reply #78 on:** Dec 10, 2005, 05:35 PM »

AMEN!

roadtriprob · « **Reply #79 on:** Dec 10, 2005, 05:41 PM »

Now now POSITIVE thoughts .

roadtriprob · « **Reply #80 on:** Dec 10, 2005, 08:28 PM »

THAT IS NOT POSITIVE THINKING.

MAYBE VENTING BY CUTTING EACH PAGE INTO 1000 PIECES WITH A PAIR OF NAIL CLIPPERS MAY WORK?

Djet3k · « **Reply #81 on:** Dec 11, 2005, 06:45 AM »

Quote from: vcgal on Dec 11, 2005, 03:03 AM

Anybody still up feel free to pm me. Feelin pretty sick from an anxiety attack.

im just up now and pmed you

Canuckguy · « **Reply #82 on:** Dec 28, 2005, 08:57 PM »

Maybe they just felt uncomfortable and not sure how to handle the situation, perhaps just discuss it with people who are in the same situation and understand what you are going through. Like some of us on the org.

Arlene · « **Reply #83 on:** Dec 28, 2005, 09:16 PM »

Hon' email those people, talk to them...trust me sometimes people want to avoid others because they do not know what to say or do out of fear or being scared that they may say the wrong thing. Talk to them, keep the lines of communication open.

Email any time! and thank you for thinking of me the other day

Arlene

DavidB_Bubbles · « **Reply #84 on:** Dec 28, 2005, 09:59 PM »

Canuckguy · « **Reply #85 on:** Dec 28, 2005, 11:04 PM »

add me to your msn messenger Id love to chat with you vcgal

Im entertaining just give me a chance!

Becca · « **Reply #86 on:** Dec 29, 2005, 03:02 AM »

Hello, vcgal.

I've read this thread and my heart goes out to you but I don't know what I can say to make you feel better.

The only thing I can suggest is that you might want to try this link:

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/mental-health/

There are very understanding and caring people at that forum that may be able to help. I know reaching out is hard to do, but please try. It's so cliche to say that life is too short not to be happy but a cliche is a cliche for a reason. Click on the link and see what happens. Ya never know.

Cheers and Hugs.

tan · « **Reply #87 on:** Dec 29, 2005, 07:14 AM »

:shock:ahhhhh ...poor vcgal ...

i hope ya not thinking i am avoiding you, i know i haven;t been talking with you much lately....these dam holidays has got me completly mental and exausted.....oh and a few other things ( that i will explain on messenger when i have the chance)

...hang in there, think like me ...the worst time of the year is over

talk to ya real soon, and if ya need to talk at any time, messege me, i may not be at the PC but i do walk by it often (when i am trying to clean this holiday mess

)...got loads to tell ya anyhow and ya probably gona laugh your ass off at me...hehe

talk real soon, promise

tan

Maddoggystyle · « **Reply #88 on:** Dec 29, 2005, 01:43 PM »

How was Christmas Vcgal?

Mine was good but I am broke and sick now!

Don't worry you can laugh at my snotty nose and clogged ears, my hubby has all day loll....

DavidB_Bubbles · « **Reply #89 on:** Dec 29, 2005, 01:47 PM »

Quote from: vcgal on Dec 29, 2005, 01:04 PM

Never say never Vcgal. One never knows the world works in mysterious ways. I just added you to my msn chat. I do not log in there that often. I think I will log in more often I am at colonelmustar16@hotmail.com Anyone else who has not added me can go right ahead as well.

roadtriprob · « **Reply #90 on:** Dec 30, 2005, 05:08 AM »

Hey vc I'm on my 15 nights in a row now so I'm here for ya girl. Just as long as you don't laugh at my spelling after being up for 20hours or so.SMILE :beeer:

Maddoggystyle · « **Reply #91 on:** Dec 30, 2005, 01:04 PM »

hmm 15 nights eh~

I"VE NOT HEARD FROM ANYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok Ok I won't cry I promise!!

So anyone getting smashed and wearing a lamp shade on their head tomorrow night?

We're home with the kids watching reruns!

Canuckguy · « **Reply #92 on:** Jan 07, 2006, 12:06 AM »

God Im so worried about my future it consumes me

My sisters a genius with her masters and the PHD shes going for. I feel like a failure as I havent even gotten to university yet at 28. Im going next year but the pressure is so intense. I hope these anti-d's I got help with the stress. Tests make me so sick even though I usually do very well on them. My gift is in writing as I aced english in highschool and my interest is in reporting wars. I bet theres a few job openings!

I took leadership training to be an officer at 14 and passed it easily. Probably the hardest thing Ill ever do.

My dad was a champ in hockey and football and runs a construction company our family pretty much built from the ground up, he wanted me to be a civil engineer like him....but Ive never been good in Calculus.....My grandpa started it and our granny brought up 3 boys who built this place into what it is today. I have no interest in continuing it and he will probably sell it eventually and retire. I always felt he was disappointed that i didnt take over.

Ive always been a trouble maker and into illicid things but the smarts were always aparent and my family has always had alot of hope in me.

Hope this year I can pull it together and do them proud. Its alot to live up to though.

Canuckguy · « **Reply #93 on:** Jan 07, 2006, 01:06 AM »

I think this is a good time for everyone who hasnt yet, to speak your mind and release all those painful memories to the org. The only way to cure yourself is to let other people know and listen to their remarks and ideas. Its an incredible feeling when you share things with your buds in the org that you wouldnt normally talk about. It helps in the healing.

Canuckguy · « **Reply #94 on:** Jan 07, 2006, 03:38 AM »

Come on you guys.......fuckin tell us those inner most painful memories. The org is supportive and I know it will help you to resolve those issues.

roadtriprob · « **Reply #95 on:** Jan 07, 2006, 04:09 AM »

Quote from: Canuckguy on Jan 07, 2006, 03:38 AM

Every time Maddy bullies me. :( :samsquanch: :whip:

Canuckguy · « **Reply #96 on:** Jan 07, 2006, 05:08 AM »

hahahahah mad doggy is just askin for an overtime loss to the nucks

JulianRocks · « **Reply #97 on:** Jan 07, 2006, 06:26 AM »

Quote from: Canuckguy on Jan 07, 2006, 12:06 AM

Sweet Canuckguy..... I wish I could give you a hug. My advice to you is follow your heart. If you are that passionate about reporting on wars, then go for it! It's the only way you will be truly happy. I'm sure you make your parents proud even though you don't wanna follow in your families footsteps. Parents usually want whatever is best for their children and what's gonna make them happy. If writing/reporting is what makes you happy, they will be happy for you. Here's my attempt at a hug coming your way! **HUGS**

Canuckguy · « **Reply #98 on:** Jan 07, 2006, 06:27 AM »

I'm going to hold you to that hug if you make it to the marquee JR!!! You are such a sweetie its very helpful

tan · « **Reply #99 on:** Jan 07, 2006, 07:54 AM »

i ain't saying anything about my most inner feelings and thoughts...people think i am psycho enough as it is

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